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it been a few hot days recently,
extreme hot i meant. really2 HOT!.
and today i could faint while riding my bike
the weather is so terrible.
i was doing my self-stdy,
suddenly drizzles
fall down from the sky
i was very pleased by that,
it was pleasantly soothing.
so cold...
i never knew, it was a sign.
drizzles always related
to tears and sadness.
i know something was not rite.
i texted my dad asking some money
since i was totally pokai rite now.
the msg was replied
with a call.
-----[BELOVED PAPA calling...]-------
-accept call-
"tok bedah dah xda.
baru meninggal tadi"
astarghfirullahalazim,
i was extremely blank n trembling.
i could answer nothing.
then i heard my mom's crying.
i was so damn sad.
oh god! y must now!
my grandma from my mom's side
is one of the person i love most.
i love her
i love her
i love her
she is the greatest grandma ever.
when i was a child,
i used to go
back hometown to live with her.
though we only live in a wooden house
with some brick foundation,
i was so happy.
i love to see her crafting the tikar mengkuang.
i love to see her teaching me Qur'an.
i love to see her face.
i love to lie against her back.
now, only the memory and the pray lives.
i was so sad as couldnt go back
since tomorrow i got exam. yes, a test indeed.
ahhh. dear god. help me pls.
"ada nak ada bleh tgok hang terbang nnti hizami oi
ntah2 tok dah mati dah pa masa tu"
and it is true..
i'm dreaming to;
buy a big bungalow to live with her n parents
bring her to MAKKAH for the secong time
let her sees me on my wedding day
eat more ur gulai ikan
and it wil be a mere dream.
thank you for everything grandma.
innalillah wainnalillahiraji'un.
from HIM we came, to HIM we return.
dear God, place her in the place of the deserved.
forgive her sin, calm her soul.
IN BELOVED MEMORIES OF SITI ZABEDAH
the most loving grandma.
alfatihah.
innalillah..
kuatkn smngat..
sgala yg trjadi ada hikmah di sebaliknye..
smoga smuanya brjln dgr lancar..
amin..
takziah untuk anda!!!semoga rohnya dicucuri Rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang beriman!!
Innalillah..
sabar ats berita tu..
setiap yg bernyawa akan mati.Mungkin esok lusa turn kita plak..
mekasih cikgu shahnun.
semoga rohnya bersama2 org2 beriman. amin.
tnx myro for ur concern.
really appreciate it :)
to iba:
ye tp nak buat cmne,
aku dah kering air mata tgok
org yg aku syg pergi dulu.
innalillah...
banyak2 la sedekahkan al Gatihah kat die..
semoge roh akan dicucuri rahmat dari Allah...
inalillah~
takziah zamy..
semoge nenek ko berade disamping orang2 yang beriman
innaliLlah wainnailaihiraajiu'un.
takziah. sedih ak bce.
tnx nani
tnx abe
tnx ali
tnx adi. btw, nape alfatihah jdi lagu tu? tulis betoi2 :)
sori2..
memang tak perasan aku tersalah eje..
sori sangat2